This is just life

Hi everyone, so I decided to try something, I haven’t done in awhile and start blogging again. To those from fcbk, thank you for accepting the invitation and reading this.

So currently I’m in the middle of learning lots of life lessons. Some I’ve already learned, are being repeated to me over and over again for whatever reason, and others I’m still yet to grasp. I think a big lesson I’m learning right now is the issue of trust. Not just trusting other people, but also yourself, your instincts, God, etc. And there are some aspects in my life, where I feel my ability to trust certain people has wavered and failed me. And normally I can sense dishonesty or lack of loyalty, especially when someone else warns me of this. But sometimes I catch myself off guard for even long periods of time, which I do not quite know where I was at the time, but not all of my mind must of been quite there. Fortunately I’m reminded that we are not perfect people and these opportunities of “failure” are also perfect opportunities for us to grow and learn. In fact, I’m beginning to learn that I LOVE the disappointments, persecutions, heartaches, adversities, and trials in life. For they build my character, faith and trust in God and myself. Although they may cause me some stress during those times, I know I will see the light at the end of the tunnel.

And have you noticed that life is not really about coincidences, but just about details? Like for example, a lot of things in your life can occur, where you may describe them to be “coincidences”, but really it’s God reiterating the details. And if you take them, you can use them in other aspects of your life, that you probably would not have realized, had you not paid attention. And I’ve been taking words hit after hit lately, I listen to them, try to interpret them wisely and I hold onto them. Maybe to the point where I’m not sure when to let go.

Another thing is that it amazes me, when people can actually hurt me. Maybe not intentionally, but still badly. And then, then the issue of forgiveness, trust, and friendship comes into play. And everything just seems a mess. But I’m learning that those are usually the times, where I have to wait on God and be patient. Because trust me, I am a very anxious person, although I may not always show it to those who already know me, but I am. I’m working on it though, just taking it day by day. But anyways, thanks for reading! Peace!
P. S. Yes, I do write and talk a lot about God, please don’t be surprised for those who already do know me. Because He is truly the center of my life. My life has truly been VERY enriching the day I met Him. I pray you can say the same:)

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